Was doing night cycling with some friends @ East Coast... Was talking to her while cycling... About love? About life? About work? About money? About everything.
Some facts about me n my job -
- I have no position at work
- I dun like some way things are in the company (I want to have access to some things, to learn more, like the Pick System and have root in the linux box)
- There's no Internet at work (sucks.)
- I have to hop here n there (Air-Con n Non-Airconditioned places - the office and the store - makes me feel feverish n hotttt!)
- Boring, and not challenging
- No young girls, only aunties
muahaha alot more ~ :D
- I am very sad.
- I always feel like crying when i think bout this.
- I always wanted to tell her these.
- She dun understand why I gotta work.
- I work so hard because I want good future.
- I want to give her happiness; I dun want my wife to work. I want my kids to enjoy life with her.
- I work because its my responsibility to be there. I dun get salary for nothing.
Teenagers, or parents reading this: If you can afford to let your kids not work, let them enjoy their teenage life to the fullest, and not like me. Dun let them regret not being able to enjoy teenage life to the fullest.
'i can see from her eyes, she is troubled' < i really can. :) I really hope someday you would be my girl; walk with me along the red carpet - thats the main motive of life. and the cycle begins.
Shane, thanks for your advice. I will do it soon. I mean it. If I fail, too bad. If I succeed, I'll keep u informed. Meanwhile, www.Chenise.org in progress. :)



