final mission failed. seriously, i am a failure. i didn't have the courage to walk over, so jia xian and ceed helped me. when they walked over, her friends waved over and implied that they knew[?] what WE wanted and that the girl's not interested. sigh.

i lost the battle. the battle between me and my courage. my courage let me down.

those who were/are constantly supporting me, thanks. time to take a good rest.

i'm wondering if i should go for internship next semester, which is in April. if i were to go, i won't be able to find my brownbag. i'm lost, again. i do not know what to choose; HELP!

after gm, few of us[?] went for dinner at commonwealth. adolf [?] heard me talking to mummy and he asked me two questions after i hung up. "you called your girlfriend ar?" i answered, "no lah, called my mum." next, he asked, "you talk to your mum like you talk to your girlfriend huh." and my answer was "yea, our whole family very close. eh, so should i talk to you like that too?" adolf immediately rejected it with a weird stare at me. adolf's forever sho cute.